Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla

Suffocated 


“We are suffocated for being us.
We are sandwiched between hegemony and tradition.
We are sandwiched between humans and the earth.
We are massacred for being us.
We are raped for being us.
We are buried alive for being us.
We are lynched for being us.
We are terminated for being us.
We are hated for being us.
We are crushed to pieces for being us.
We are killed for being us.
We are isolated for being us.
We are excluded for being us.
We are subjugated for being us.
We are downtrodden for being us.
We perished for being us.
We are throwing off buildings for being us.
We are breathless just being us.
We are stoned to death for being us.
We are genocidal victims for being us.
We are traditional slaves to them.
We are traditional slaves to them.
We are sandwiched between hegemonic masculinities and feminine femininities.
Our identities have perished, grounded and terminated.
We are sub-humanized by them.
We are de-humanized by them.
We are subjugated by them.
We were terminated by them.
They are humans.
We are sub-humans.
They are superior.
We are inferior.
They are pure
We are impure.
They are rulers.
We are ruled
They are oppressors.
We are oppressed.
They are glorified by drum boys and girls.
They are glorified by the drum media.
We are glorified by ants.
Their lives are long.
Our lives are short, shorter than an Impala.
We are ants and impalas.
They are lions, tigers, panthers, hyenas, anacondas, and vegetarians.
We spread love.
They spread hate.
They are omnipresence and omnipotence.
We are weak.
They are black-skinned, white-masked
We are true to ourselves.
They are Janus faces.
We are true to ourselves.
We tell the truth.
They lie.
Finally, we are buried.
They are cremated.
Heaven is ours.
Hell is their”
Suffocated - LGBTQ Eye, Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship
Conversation between George Floyd, Eric Garner, Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, Nagaraju and Amarey Lej, Duval Princess, Naomi Skinner, Tatiana Labelle, Kesha Webster, Miia Love Parker, Ariyanna Mitchell, Nedra Sequence Morris, Chanelika Y’Ella Dior Hemingway, Brazil Johnson, Kitty Monroe, and tens of thousands of others
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: Good morning, George Floyd, I think you are a recent arrival to our eternal world.
George Floyd: Yes. I arrived on May 25, 2020, in Minneapolis, Minnesota, United States.
George Floyd: Were there seniors here?
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: Yes, we arrived on July 17, 1985, from Karamchedu, a village in Prakasam district in coastal Andhra, India.
George Floyd: What was the cause of death?
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: We were massacred by Hindu-Kamma Shudra caste people in Madiga Palli in Karamchedu village, George.
George Floyd :You were massacred altogether by the Hindus?
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: Yes, there were eight Madiga untouchables massacred by the Hindu-Kamma caste. Hundreds of Madiga were assaulted, and many untouchable female children and women were raped by the Kamma caste, George.
George Floyd: What is the reason for the massacre?
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: George, untouchability, caste, and racism.
George Floyd: What are untouchability and casteism? I know racism.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: We belong to the untouchable Madiga caste in India, George. We are untouchables for the last 6000 years and have been born to die in the hands of Hindus and raped by Hindus in India.
George Floyd: Oh my God, it is similar to the black experience in the United States of America.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: We untouchable castes know about your 400-year history of slavery, persecution, sub-humanization, dehumanization, genocidal persecution, lynching, rape culture, racism, violence in the USA, George.
We know how you were killed by whites and Asians, George, and the cause of your death.
George Floyd: Yes, my brother's racism killed me on May 25, 2020.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah and Duddu Abraham: Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes my brother, the Hindu-Kamma families of Daggubati, Chaganti, Yarlagadda, Perni, Manda, and Puvati killed us due to our untouchable caste background on July 16, 1985. They also raped our female children and women on that fateful night and day.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, and Duddu Abraham: Let us introduce you to our other untouchable brother, Pranay Kumar, from Miryalaguda, Telangana, India, who was murdered for loving a Hindu-Vaishya caste Amrutha, daughter of Maruthi Rao, in a Miryalaguda honour killing on September 14th, 2018.
George Floyd: What is killing a human for loving a girl? I can’t imagine it in the USA.
Pranay Kumar: George Floyd, Good morning,
George Floyd: Very good morning, Pranay
Pranay Kumar: I have a long story to tell you, George.
George Floyd: Okay, go ahead; I'm curious.
Pranay Kumar: I belong to an untouchable caste but am Christian by birth, like my brothers Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, and Duddu Abraham. I and Amrutha, daughter of Maruthi Rao, loved each other and married, but my wive's father, Maruthi Rao, and other Hindus and Muslims killed me on September 14, 2018, in front of thousands of Hindus in a cinema to teach lesion to untouchable castes who are loving and marrying Hindu girls. My wife was pregnant when I was killed in front of her and she delivered my daughter.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, and Duddu Abraham: Let us introduce you to our other untouchable brother, Nagaraju, from Hyderabad, Telangana, India, who was murdered for loving and marrying Muslim girl Syed Ashrin Sultana (aka Pallavi) in an honour killing on May 4, 2022.
Nagaraju: George Floyd, Good morning,
George Floyd: Very good morning, Nagaraju
Nagaraju: I have a long story to tell you, George.
George Floyd: Okay, go ahead; I'm curious.
Nagaraju: I belong to the untouchable Madiga caste but am Christian by birth, like my brothers Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, and Pranay Kumar. I and Syed Ashrin Sultana loved each other and married, but my wife's brother, Syed Mubeen Ahmed, and his Muslims and Hindus killed me on May 4, 2022, in front of thousands of Hindus and Muslims in a cinema to teach lesion to untouchable castes who were loving and marrying Hindu and Muslim girls. My wife was pregnant when I was killed in front of her.
George Floyd: Mr. Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagaraju, Let me introduce you to our black brother, Eric Garner, who was born on September 15, 1970, in Gowanus, New York, United States but was killed on July 17, 2014, in Tompkinsville, New York, United States. He was killed just like me by the racism of the American police.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagarju: Good morning, Eric Garner.
Eric Garner: Good morning, Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagarju.
Eric Garner: I was killed by American police in a racist attack on me just like our brother George Floyd.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagaraju: We know that our 250 million untouchable castes in India and 50 million African-Americans face daily casteism, untouchability, racism, and brutal violence in both India and the United States.
George Floyd and Eric Garner: Let us introduce you to our black American transgender sisters, Amarey Lej, Duval Princess, Naomi Skinner, Tatiana Labelle, Kesha Webster, Miia Love Parker, Ariyanna Mitchell, Nedra Sequence Morris, Chanelika Y’Ella Dior Hemingway, Brazil Johnson, Kitty Monroe, and tens of thousands of others who are being killed for trans and sexual minorities by our hegemonic masculinities and femininities across the globe.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagarju: Amarey Lej, Duval Princess, Naomi Skinner, Tatiana Labelle, Kesha Webster, Miia Love Parker, Ariyanna Mitchell, Nedra Sequence Morris, Chanelika Y’Ella Dior Hemingway, Brazil Johnson, Kitty Monroe, and tens of thousands of others.
Amarey Lej, Duval Princess, Naomi Skinner, Tatiana Labelle, Kesha Webster, Miia Love Parker, Ariyanna Mitchell, Nedra Sequence Morris, Chanelika Y’Ella Dior Hemingway, Brazil Johnson, Kitty Monroe, and tens of thousands of others: Very good morning, Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagarju.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, Duddu Abraham, Pranay Kumar, and Nagarju: How did you all come together at such a young age and what was the reason?
Amarey Lej, Duval Princess, Naomi Skinner, Tatiana Labelle, Kesha Webster, Miia Love Parker, Ariyanna Mitchell, Nedra Sequence Morris, Chanelika Y’Ella Dior Hemingway, Brazil Johnson, Kitty Monroe, and tens of thousands of others: We are killed for being transgender and sexual minority people by our hegemonic masculinities and femininities across the globe.
Duddu Moshe, Duddu Ramesh, Tella Yehoshua, Tella Moshe, Tella Muthaiah, and Duddu Abraham: Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla’s unborn baby was also murdered in an honour killing by his Hindu-Kapu caste in-laws and separated him from his wife Mamidi Richa Naidu in 2010. His wife was beaten, chained, imprisoned, and starved by her Hindu-Kapu caste parents and younger sister for many months and forced to marry their caste man. They were waiting to kill him in 2010. They took his wife to an unknown location for at least 5 to 10 years after killing his unborn baby. His wife was 5 months pregnant.
George Floyd: Save my untouchable castes, blacks, and sexual minorities, Jesus!
Details of the six (actually eight) slain untouchable Madiga caste in a massacre on July 17, 1985, by Hindus in Karamchedu, a village in Prakasam district in coastal Andhra, India.
"Madiga dogs! Have you learnt your lesson well for having opposed the Kammas?" — Kamma landlords while attacking the Dalit villagers of Karamchedu on 17 July 1985[9]
1. DUDDU VANDANAM
Age : 35
Wife : Subbulu
Mother : Alisamma
Father : Sujnanam
Son : Samuel (10 years)
Daughters : 1) Jayalakshmi (10)
2) Punnamma (7)
3) Sunitha (4)
2. DUDDU RAMESH
Age : 22
Wife : Sulochana (18) (Married just a year ago)
Mother : Sundaramma (dead)
Father : Yohan
3. TELLA YEHOSHUA
Age : 55
Wife : Chinnammi
Sons : 1) Kotaiah (30)
2) Adiah (24)
Daughters : 1) Padma (27)
2) Suhasini (22)
4. TELLA MOSHE
Age : 70
Wife : Veeramma
sons : 1) Kripa Rao (35)
2) Ravi (29)
Daughters : 1) Ruthumma (37)
2) Deenamma (32)
3) Rattamma (25)
5. TELLA MUTHAIAH
Age : 45
Wife : Atchimma
Sons : 1) Papaiah (25)
2) Lakshmaiah (18)
3) Prabhakar Rao (11)
4) Kishore (9)
Daughters : 1) Mariamma (16)
Daughters : 1) Mariamma (16)
2) Eeramma (4)
6) DUDDU ABRAHAM
Age : 40
Wife : Ahalya
Mother : Atchamma
Father : Rattaiah
Son : 1) Srinivas (20 )
2) Venkateswarlu (10)
Daughters : 1) Padma (7)
2) Chittemma (4)
In a Miryalaguda honour killing on September 14th, 2018, Pranay Kumar, a 23-year-old untouchable caste background Christian, was beheaded for marrying a Hindu girl, Amrutha, in a Miryalaguda honour killing.
African-American George Floyd was killed by a white and Asian police officer on May 25, 2020 in the United States of America in racist attack.
African-American Eric Garner was killed by a white police officer on July 17, 2014 in the United States of America in a racist attack.
Amarey Lej, Duval Princess, Naomi Skinner, Tatiana Labelle, Kesha Webster, Miia Love Parker, Ariyanna Mitchell, Nedra Sequence Morris, Chanelika Y’Ella Dior Hemingway, Brazil Johnson, Kitty Monroe
The United States of America, in general, and Black-Americans, in particular, or historical blacks or former slaves, and radical whites and sexual minorities, united to overthrow President Donald Trump's supremacist regime after brutal violence against George Floyd and others.
Indians banded together against untouchable castes to continue their 6000-year-old brutal violence against untouchable castes in the name of caste, untouchability, race, purity, impurity, yoga, meditation, spirituality, vegetarianism, classical dances, Bollywood, cricket, education, reseevations, and scholarships, just like Asian-Pacific students and teachers of Human Rights and democratization united against Mattimalla Suryaraju.
https://www.ambedkaritetoday.com/2019/07/karamchedu-dalit-massacre.html
https://www.kractivist.org/remembering-karamchedu-the-brutal-massacre-which-spurred-andhras-dalit-movement/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karamchedu_massacre
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Floyd
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miryalaguda_honour_killing
https://www.indiatoday.in/india/story/hyderabad-honour-killing-muslim-woman-family-spyware-track-dalit-husband-police-report-exclusive-1948396-2022-05-12
https://www.thehansindia.com/news/cities/hyderabad/saroornagar-honour-killing-2-murdered-nagaraju-confirms-police-743433
https://www.thehindu.com/news/national/telangana/telangana-honour-killing-faith-caste-patriarchy-and-murder/article65439932.ece
https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/city/hyderabad/nagarajus-killers-hacked-into-his-email-to-track-him-down/articleshow/91551735.cms
https://www.hrc.org/resources/fatal-violence-against-the-transgender-and-gender-non-conforming-community-in-2022

  • Authors: Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla
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Comments2

  • jazzwa30

    lots to think about it with this read

  • jaimeleigh

    Brought a tear to my eye. Very powerful...x



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