Hurting my heart

From our very beginning, I felt there was a meaning, as time slowly progresses on, I knew it was worth our love to keep moving on and that's when we gained the best of bond.
Years went by, we had our struggles, ups and downs, together we held our ground, you were my everything.
You've now hurt me over and over, lie after lie, as every day has gone by, you watch me cry and hurt day after day, all I do is pray that all this will fade away, prayers won't help, you leave me lonely, no worry or care and it's really unfair.
No more ever telling me I'm beautiful, how I make you the happiest man in the world , no more holding me close, smiling down at me saying I'm your everything, as I feel like I mean something to you, now all you do is lie repeatedly to my face, looking at me as if I'm a disgrace, I'm hurting because I love a man who is not who I once loved so much in the world, I love you forever but I can't hurt and be left so sad and lonely, if only you knew how I'm feeling so sad, showing me you cared at least a little tad,how doesn't it make you feel at least a smidge bad? I have a heart and feelings, and I want to move on happy living.without you may just be my new beginning.