Melted steel

Dead but still breathing. You found me. You swooped me up in your arms and nursed me back to existence ever so gently and quickly. You brought back my purpose, my will to live, my love for myself and my life; my reason to be. You put every broken piece back to together in such a way I believed my insides were now made of steel and completely untouchable. You gave me self confidence I never knew existed. You gave me a need for life and a family that I never knew was possible. You filled my heart with so much love I thought it would explode at any second. I was a living, breathing, ticking time bomb of love and happiness. That steel you rebuilt me out of you somehow melted from the inside out. You broke me in ways I've never been broken before.  As I lay in this puddle of steel and human flesh you looked down and laughed. You soaked me up with towels and threw me in the trash. Never to be whole again. With no care in the world you were able to do this to the woman you love and wanted to marry. Have a family with. How can you be so cold? So heartless? As I lay in the Trash dump like just another piece of useless trash I realize, this is what you made of Me. You fixed me just to break me even worse and you treated me like trash to prepare me for where you would leave me.