I wish I could explain the feeling I felt
when I realized you never loved me it
was
like a slap to the face, almost like knifes
was pressed up against me,cutting
and twisting parts of me away.
I loved you endlessly, you was my first
love and my first true heartbreak. I
loathe
you now more than words can say,you
ripped out a piece of my soul and
excepted me to stay.
I do not wish you any type of pain,but
you reap what you sow in this life,and
baby it’s coming your way.
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Author:
Matt Angel (Pseudonym) (
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- Published: July 14th, 2022 21:51
- Category: Sad
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savage
HAHAHA! Thank you ❤️🥰🤪
damn!
luckily my first 'true' love
was a wonderful experience
although ultimately
not meant to be, unfortunately;
so I empathise, for those
who had that first experience of love
be tarnished in their memories forever
for we can never feel love, like we did
that first time..
if you can salvage a few decent mementos
of that relationship
maybe even replace your ex
with your favourite actor or celeb
in the scenes you choose, to keep
and try
to forget all those other, venomous
memories
before they taint
your future experience of love..
(again my 2 cents
again, freely give
for a reason)
lol
thanks for sharing, dear poet
I honestly don’t regret what him and I had. He helped me in a lot of ways that majority of people will never understand,things that I’m sure he’s not aware of. I truthfully don’t hate him,I am honestly angry and sad. I wanted more and he didn’t and ya know I can’t hold that against him.I always knew that as well, but I genuinely thought he loved me and I think a part of him did,I guess it just wasn’t in the cards for us.But thank you for feedback,it means a lot.🥰
there's a song by Tina Dickow
titled 'he doesn't know'
and the lyrics match your situation
a little, maybe?
either way, thanks for sharing
and happy fishing
many more in the sea
(or at least, I'm reliably informed..)
lol
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