July 18th - The Day After

I feel betrayed.

I loved him.

I’m sure that I’ll be able to forgive him.

I don’t know if I should forgive him.

I don’t know if I want to forgive him.

I think I deserve better than that.

I don’t want to be alone in my late 20s.

I don’t want to have to start over.

I’m scared to be alone.

I want to be respected.

I want to feel safe.

I want to be listened to.

He has always been good to me before this.

I need him to listen to me.

I need to be strong and do what is best for me.

I don’t know what is best.

I am strong.

I can overcome anything.

I will be strong.

I don’t need anyone to make me happy.

I am enough.

I know I deserve better than that.