feelings

i am tired of feeling.

feeling an overwhelming hatred for my appearance 

feeling unnecessary stress about which foods i can and cannot eat

feeling the guilt press on my shoulders from consuming too much at once

i am tired of feeling.

feeling like my efforts are not good enough

feeling like i am not worthy of care and support

feeling like i am lost and unable to succeed

i lose myself in the opinions of others

the needs of others

the feelings of others

my thoughts aren’t my own

i have lost so much control

there is no one to trust

with the feelings

my feelings 

your feelings

their feelings

because it is impossible to control the feelings that we all share