Scary love

I know what scares me

I think you know you have a hold on my heart

You know that no matter how far I am, once you call, I’ll come running

I regret the decision I made everyday

Every time I speak to you or see your face, I freeze

If I had to save someone from drowning, I’d choose you over me

I still love you more than you could ever believe

It’s been one month without being able to call you my love

All the love I have to give will never be enough for you

And that scares me because I don’t know what to do

Being with you felt like floating in a pool of stars

It was scary but invigorating

You were all of my feelings, all my emotions, all my love, and the only thing I thought about

If I could go back to the day I let you go, I would beg you to stay

I miss you more than I’ve ever missed anyone or anything

I was completely and utterly in love with you and that doesn’t just go away

I know that you won’t be walking beside me or holding my hand throughout life anymore, but you’ll never leave me

I like to think that a love this deep will never go away

You won’t be there, but you’ll be there with me

And although it hurts sometimes, I’ll always be so happy

I’ll hold you in my heart until you don’t want me to anymore

And that’s what scares me

Our love is scary