Aphantasia

when I close my eyes i cant see
unable to see in any degree
no matter how hard I try no images pop up in my mind
i start to think, am i blind?
the power to create pictures in your head
i go on a quest, theres a instinct that says this must  be aread
going-over i really hoped this isnt true
in my mind i withdrew
coming to a realization that in my mind i am blind
in my mind theres a decline
no one to talk to, now theres a dread
no one even care, watch me shed
while i shed ill spread the word
i know this must be heard
on my grind, i promise this wont be resigned