Amazement on a beautiful fall day

My life, a reflection of the past, hence forth in to the present. Thinking of things of the present I am struck by the divergence of the many who occupy my time. I feel shattered and then an unmistakable sorrow fills my earthly vehicle. Life is filled with such grandeur and at times such peace. Now it is filled with a dramatized uncertainly, perplexed, I search for answers only to find more questions. At once I look for the effervesce of love and understanding and find complications. How can this sense of peace, this sense of comfort, only be followed by a mistrust and misunderstanding and acceptance to foster some sense of availability and trust. Seemingly only receiving uncultured and unwarranted misgivings. I look and see others and wonder if it is all the same. Am I just a generalist seeking something to specific or is it just a misfortune. My heart is firm and willing and wanting for a return. Why is it all so precautions and moreover dramatically treacherous for the return of such a simple uncontrollable instinct to become a full time career. Why must it envelope so much time, energy and consciousness. I am provoked by the beauty around me and the knowledge and memory of family and the dream to make something special out of devastation and distrust. Is it true love cures all? Finding the truth of another in search of the same qualities is foreboding at least and magnanimous at most. Sharing time is so intriguing to communicate about our trials and tribulation could introduce a glorious cognizant remembrance of times that once helped me to exact the direction bring a compass into my existence a connection that we both admire and essence of acknowledgment to a new state of happiness. It these simple connections that bring a joy and brightness like a flower in the sun or a tree in the fall of yellow glowing onto us all from the suns casting its power to create a glow of amazement. Our lives are brighter and less stigmatized. Looking forward gathering the moments that professes our presents and existence shared to acknowledge our interests and gather a feeling of united front making and acknowledgment creating positivity with a brighter future and existence. I hope your search for friendship and it flowers upon you and you get the communication you need.