More than once in a while

I sit here and cry nobody knows

They don’t know what it’s like to feel so alone

I try to reach out, I try to connect

But nobody cares nobody reacts

I have so much to say, but keep it all in

No one really knows how it feels to be my true friend

When you’ve been hurt over and over

You learn not to trust, you learn your just leftovers

People say that they care, they know what you’re going through

But how can you know if your not walking in my shoes

The pain that I feel runs deep in my soul

Some days I can’t dig out of my hole

I have a good life I should not complain

There’s just something wrong deep in my brain

Someday I may reach out again

Let somebody close, let them be my real friend

Until that day comes, I’ll pretend and I’ll smile

So nobody knows I cry more than once in a while.