Do you know I'd always go back to you

I hate that I can't help but to go back to you

I laugh at every texts you sent

I smile reading back at the texts you sent

A kind gesture makes me squeal 

and even if your actions turn me off

even if I feel hurt

or green eyed seeing you with someone else

I can't help but to reply you back 

I can't seem to be able to distance myself away from you

Do you know that you make me lose my sanity 

make me cry 

make me laugh hysterically 

make my heart ache

make me feel like someone might have loved me for once

Do you know all that?