Pushing away

No one sees me

they see the mask that I show

This is so when they leave I can say they never knew me

its easier to be afraid then to trust

but now I miss people knowing me 

sometimes some see past the mask

but none push enough to break the mask

I'm to blame for that

I've pushed them away with as much force as I could 

so I didn’t have to trust again

so I didn’t get hurt again