Beyond Comprehension

For the first time in my life the words that I try to write are in total dismay,
My mind is scattered asking what's the matter,
As my heart laughs back knowing what has happened,
But my body and soul being alone and cold for so long it's an instant jolt to life,
Not like you haven't talked to other ladies, it's not like you didn't know anybody else, but  this this is beyond any comprehension in your heart mind body or soul could ever imagine,
This it's too good to be real it seems, almost like a dream,
A woman has created a fire that brought back a deep desire,
Not just to live again but to stand up and try
And hope to God I can make her mine,
She's incredibly smart sweet and talented too, way beyond comprehension of any dream I could ever do, she is beyond even what I could dream, she's everything one could ever want, one that would bow before her just in pure honor, I hope she knows that the heart she holds will never hurt her, and will always be faithful and true, i will always love her and be there always defend her no matter what happens, I give my life if I had to, I will never leave her side but to be each other's life's guide holding hands to build a better life for her and I.
I wish I could get the words right but I just can't seem to do it she has stirred so much of my mind I can barely think of anything else but her! THANK GOD FOR HER!