I'm okay but I'm really not,
I'm cold but I'm really hot,
I'm feeling good,
But I'm feeling misunderstood,
I smile and laugh,
But I feel anger and wrath,
Who am I pleasing,
Love I feel I am ceasing,
So shamelessly fake,
Constantly making a mistake,
I so want to break,
As my body trembles and shake,
But I just smile,
Grin and bear it a while,
Why can't I just be me,
So afraid to be,
Happy go lucky and wild,
Like an innocent child,
Maybe I'm just passive aggressive,
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AlitaOpal (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This is dedicated to a very close beloved friend of mine who I have been working with dealing with trauma and pain of his past which disables him from expressing how he truly feels..
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Comments2
I think in 21st century Britain we live 24/7, 365 days a year on the rollercoaster of life. This is why mental health is through the roof, people want off just to retune their brains and regain life again.
I feel it stems from trying to please everyone and not being able to express true feelings.. it's like a bottle of fizz waiting to pop.. I agree, everyone needs a reboot
Oh wow! Great poem! Yeah...
"But I just smile,
Grin and bear it a while,
Why can't I just be me,
So afraid to be,
Happy go lucky and wild,
Like an innocent child,
Maybe I'm just passive aggressive,"
I totally relate! Great share! Glad you published it here! 🙂
Thank you Tristan for taking the time to read ❤️
I've been away dealing with another loss.. what a life eh
Sorry to hear that. Hoping for healing and better times ahead of you.
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