Vacuum

I hope the world understands the loss of me.

My heart shined so brightly.

Then, without a word, the lights were extinguished.

All because she was afraid of the real thing.

Now all I do is cry till I can't take it anymore.

Am just dead inside life has no meaning.

You left this vacuum.

Part of me just vanished.

I've never felt this helpless.

I gave you my trust, my actual self.

You're afraid of the healing I bring.

You should have seen better than yourself.

Now it's me who's not dealing.

I'm the one who can't get over it.

Your fear has come at a cost.

I don't think I'm good enough.

You have no interest in me.

That's why I'm crying so carelessly I hope