Alex

Today marks a year

i wonder if i did anything different would you still love me?

maybe if i was pretty enough for you? 

did you need more than just me?

what was so different about her and me?

you said this and that but what was the point? 

All of those "i love you's" and "i miss you" 

was it worth it?

what was so different about being with her? a girl? 

if i looked more feminine enough, would you take me back?

did it hurt? being with me, looking at me, everything 

its been a month since we parted again

you said this and that, but it didn't feel genuine

i hate you 

i hate how you make me feel

we were each other's first, but yet you still miss her more? 

tell me what i did wrong

tell me how could i make this up?

was she prettier? thinner? what was it that you liked more than me? 

As much as i loved you, i hate you