Just Saying...

I didn't plan my life...

It planned me...

Oh the choices I made got me no where far, no where far at all...

A world full of trouble, hurt & despair was a world that revolved around me...

Oh yes indeed...

Nothing come easy, nothing come free...

 It was all about me, me, me...

No luxury of turning back time...

 Forward only... & only forward I can go...

That's sucks for me, Maybe next time I'll think more clearly...

No there's no one else to blame, I wish I could put someone else in the frame...

But then the echo's would never stop screaming 'You're being dishonest once again'...

'You, nobody but you put you where you are...'

Take responsibility...

Ain't you done with this denial game...?

Took everything for granted time & time again...

Didn't even know what I was winning until I lost the lot...

I know you & quite few others paid the price for my mistakes...

I still didn't learn like I should've done...

It doesn't matter the regrets I have...

I can't take none of it back...

Even saying sorry seems to whack...

Why the hell would you even believe me...?

Don't even think I could convince anybody of what truly went down...

By God you'd still be with me today if it did...

& I would have learnt nothing at all...

If you live in hell long enough that's when you get the devil in you, that's a quote that is more than true...

hickory, dickey dock Oh how I wish I could turn back the clock...

But maybe then I wouldn't appreciate what I now know, No consolation to you though...

My conscience has always been my connoisseur...

Just putting it out there for all to know...

I'm ready when you are... Lets go...

At least maybe now I can see... I'm just saying I don't expect easy...