It Hurts Me Poem, by Mr. Not, at My poetic side

The way you left hurts,
Leaving me over a message,
Without a reason why.
I tried to play mature,

I wonder if that ruined my last chance,
Replying with a simple message agreeing we should break up.
Was it my fault?
Could i have fixed it?

I'm not sure,
It still hurts though.
When you talk of someone else,
To know you replaced me so fast.

Am I really that unlovable?
Maybe you're the problem,
You pushed me away after all.
Maybe

Maybe I could've done something about it,
I could have tried harder,
It hurts me though,
When you complain about me,

It hurts me when you say I wasn't there for you.
But is it really me you're talking about?
I'm not sure,
I'm not sure if I should've trusted you.

Author: Mr. Not ( Offline)
Published: August 9th, 2022 19:06
Comment from author about the poem: again, a personal one. its about my feelings of a partner who left me just some months ago, they might be in a relationship with one of our friends. a friend found their "secret" social media and they keep talking about a crush and some stuff. they write some song lyric from time to time, some about heartbreak, they once said it was so emotional they almost cried. I'm not sure if they're talking the truth since i think I'm the one who tried to keep us together for the longest i feel. i said id always be there for them. how am i supposed to help if you go to your other friends and don't tell me whats up. some of the things they've said has also led to me feeling very insecure about my trust in them, they said they were polyamorous and i said it was fine but I'd rather they didn't date anyone but me. and the fact that they found out they were polyamorous must mean they liked someone else and wanted to be in a relationship with someone else at the same time, right? its like i was just an experiment. just a first try.
Category: Love
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