Your beliefs and finding the path to whats right

As I am alive I feel constant stride over what's wright and what's wrong and where I lie in it all. I think therefore I am. I think for what; for the sight of what’s wrong what seems to all so long; why do I always hear this song. Options are up and opinions are down I want to live in a time when we could trust. So then why are we always looking around. I want to live in a time when we could trust and take the good with the bad and make up my mind on a direction to tred. I feel so lost without hope for it was taken away all with one big burst. I have tried so hard to live life right, that I know, I feel, I was wrong. Always listening to some broken song. To my life's time I bid a fond farewell for it all seems like it went to hell. Like a mate on a ship, I batten down the hatches for another night alone and without hope awaiting that last breath, that last whisper when my time has hithered to a beautiful sight. A cosmic tragedy, a cosmic quest to find a life unlike all the rest. I have tried to compromise, I have tried to make a sacrifice all for nothing. I beckon for that time, I beckon for that right to sleep peacefully at night. Its all such a shame, Its all not right, when your divining in a dark grey blue fog of your life's eye.  I remember good times and I remember the bad but the while I feel the plight of senseless misery and then a drunken fright. So as it may and so it might I must continue to fight for all that’s right with all my might. I might just find sight of that beautiful everlasting light that we search for awaiting for its warmth and its illuminating my hearts delight and along forth in life. The black cloud over my head seemed to know how sad I was and how I need someone to walk in the rain with gathering our happiness. That kiss with water dripping lips holding hands and dancing and life changes stomping in the puddles and a perfect time. Who knew that life could be so much fun just a walk in the rain…then nothing like a hot shower and the warm blankets and French Vanilla Coffee. A time and a life trust your intuition, its the first thought and always right.