Could we have been more than friends

To all those words that never fell out of our mouths 

and to all the moments our hands accidentally touched

igniting sparks in my heart 

but never held 

To all the times we looked at each other among the human sea

yet my eyes darted around shyly and looked away 

To all those actions I wanted to take

But stood rooted to the ground like an ice block 

To my overthinking mind that I should rebel against

and to follow my dearest heart 

to live with no regrets

Replaying the scenarios in my head

A game of choices 

Looking back at our memories

I let love sift through my fingers

like how my small hands can never hold you 

Could we have been more than friends