What didn't die was me

What didn't die was me.

No matter how many times I wanted it to be.

I would pray for death more than I would admit.

But the love for my kids stoped me from it.

What didn't die was me 

I fight , I am trying to get thru this insanity 

Tears heart ache and pain.

Almost drove me insane.

What didn't die was me.

Thru All the loss and pain, I found the strength and the place in life for me.

What didn't die was the love of my family, they stayed by my side.

Thru all the hurt and pain, they were along for the ride.