Just Write...

Just write they say
Make your voice heard through a piece of paper
Give your mind a break and let the words flood out
Give yourself that freedom from the words that consume you and distract you from knowing who you truly are

I wish it was that easy
I wish they could understand
I wish I had the capability to empty my mind onto this piece of paper
I wish I could make my voice heard and finally feel free

The truth behind it all is that I am too consumed
The truth behind it all is that I am too controlled
The truth behind it all is that I am too far in
The truth behind it all … What is the truth?

My voice has become too silent now and I am afraid to pour it all out
I want the ability to speak my mind from this silent mouth of mine
Create a sense of freedom in myself that makes me finally feel human
I need to let the words flow freely but how?

How do I let go of all these years of silence?
How do I let go of all these years of pain?
How do I let go of all these years of not feeling good enough?

I can feel the SCREAM stuck within these vocal cords
Stuck behind lips that are permanently silenced
SCREAM and let it all out … SCREAM and finally be free