Not for you

I might not last the year 

So I should be more clear and say 

I know it seems like everything 

 I do Is to see your face again 

So I'll say this not with anger 

But a calm expression its place 

 

"Its not for you" 

 

I know that everything we've been through 

Has led us here, and we've survived 

Through and through 

Regardless of our fear 

 

But i just think- 

I think I need to be more clear 

My sun shining and birds are chirping  

And no there's no more hurting  

But its not for you 

 

It's not for us  

It's not for trust 

And damn sure not for lust 

 

Its not for you 

 

Through and through 

Through thick and thin 

Thorough losses and wins 

The moon waxes and wanes 

But the truth still remains 

Its not for you