The 3am talk again

It's actually 3am

Her heart was beating too fast

It was the fever dream

She was murmuring about someone she loved

All of a sudden, she screamed out

Seemed, someone again scratching her wounds

She couldn't resist 

She ran out

She kept running and running, didn't even know whom she was running from

She was about to faint, but she didn't stop

It seemed as if she had stopped feeling

After a mile, 

She saw the huge castle

She walked towards it, somehow she went in

Her body was sweating

She couldn't even feel herself to stand

She saw a shadow moving towards her

Suddenly, she collapsed

Everything seemed blurry

A voice bubbled in her ears, 

As if it were warning her

Till she could understand something

He pulled her over himself

It was the same scent, it was his

He kissed her wounds, held her tight

Whispered a lie to love her all his life

But the love has conditions

He was in love with someone

He never hide anything

He told her everything

She tried to pull herself back, she couldn't

She made the mistake

She became guilty in her own eyes

She loved him

But what she was doing she knew was wrong

To secrete it, she kept blaming him

Though she knew he was right

She accused him, kept fighting to him

She was becoming the bitch

She became the one she didn't want

She kept doing, though she knew she would suffer

She was becoming hollow inside

Everyday she was weaving dreams that were not hers

Things were turning to nightmare to her

It broked her, she begged herself

Meanwhile she lost him too

She gets lost in her misery

Seemed, even the castle walls also denouncing her

She left alone, she escaped again

But now she found herself again where she had started all....