Reality Check

I got lost in you eyes

My heart flutters when you smile

You saying goodbye, but it told me to hold on for one more night

We will see her face the moment sun shines

Will have a chance to listen to the voice which soothes our mind

But little do we know that it was a genuine good bye

And will only get to see you for the one last time

From then on, your texts were the only thing i see

They were enought to make my day but also felt like a cold breeze

Your voice over the phone was pleasing to my ears

But that distance was making it all clear

It was not able to reach my mind

Your thoughts were controlling me like a stearing sometimes

As well as they were very kind cause they were able to find me from time to time

But they were making others feel like i wanna hide

Behind a white slide, appearing as turning of the tide but broken inside

So i put on a thick hide 

And showed only my beloved ones my genuine smiles

And this is how i did a reality check on my side