It's not easy

Those who are users, manipulators and narcissistic will never find happiness. It will constantly be a front for not only others but 100% themselves because that's what they convince themselves of. They can't handle the struggles and the fight because dear good;  love, honesty, loyalty and a life together takes a hell of alot of work. It's not easy. But it would've been worth it. I have dropped everything, everyone, been completely broke, borrowing money off people and lived in a shelter just to make sure you were good. Now? I have the sniffles, you have the tissues and you're looking me dead in my eyes and saying "sorry, I'm all out"