Sorry to her

Should have known better
You were hurting right under my eyelids
Should have understood better
With the hell of the empathy, I thought I have
Should have treated you better
Like in a way that you deserve
I AM different and that's no excuse 
for letting you let me go
Never felt less sorry every time I apologize
Cuz that ''I Know'' of yours hits hard
You made me feel loved, which is where I failed once
Thank you for being who you are and sorry for who I was
for letting you doubt, for letting you feel less important
Anyway,
Not planning to let you go, not in the near future
Cuz bearing with you is a lot easier than coping without you.
Also, remember to collect the lost me on your way to the ground.