absence

Another restless, sleepless night staring at my ceiling,

wondering if you have these nights too.

Wondering if you still go to our secret spot on the rock near the beach and think about me.

Wondering if you hear Fine Line and it reminds you of me.

Wondering if you gaze at the stars at night and wonder if I'm looking at them too.

Wondering if you still dance around your room singing Harry Styles.

Wondering if your heart longs for me the way mine does for you.

Wondering if you miss me the way I miss you.

I can't help but wonder if my absence has the same effect on you.