This is reality

I keep telling myself:

“Be proud of yourself”

 This year has been nothing but test after test

with every test it ended in pain.

In many ways I began to lose faith

everything begins to get blurry and at times I feel like I should be running.

To escape this universe would be lovely

Away and through outer space

Through the portal I went

Following you through each door

I came across worlds unknown

I couldn’t stop running

For I needed to see

where you were going-without me

Your stride gradually started slowing

You turned to look at me

With tears in My eyes, I begged for you to talk to me

Words were forming but you turned from me

I tried reaching out for you

But you ignored me

“Mommy don’t leave me” I began to cry slowly

You turned to me and simply just said:

“One in every eight women died of this everyday”

“Breast cancer is a beast that makes you lose faith”

“You must not chase after me, ever again”

“For you have been chasing a ghost I am afraid”

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