A sweet dream of mine.

Tonight I was sitting feeling the squandering of my time and like just another day I clicked and found a woman like me in feeling and thine heart surprise...I searched for so long i thought i would loose my mind. So much dishonesty lying and cheating not a wonder in sight. She provoked me to wonder if there was a bridge over the ugly to the beautiful views and in time. I told her my life’s was a grater like a bike on it side sliding trashing pain for years a life I cant deny. Perfused pain but she lent me some of her deeper side no jokes no shock to be subscribed. It was plain and simple just me and her being kind, It was refreshing I wondered if she had a soul as deep as mine. I was alone for so long to much pain to describe and It was simple like a law that would even make Einstein smile.  I hoped maybe in time we could become something of holding hands smiling joking feeling the attachment of a life time...But was I high to believe that someone could shatter that blank and utter despise, I scrolled though for so many years like I was trying to solve that 1000 piece puzzle that had always warped my mind. My love was looking to find someone like mine. To cuddle and cherish like a dancing rime know what was on each others mind. I had grown thinking there was always a girl that i could please and her in mine. Her Birthday was tomorrow and I wrote to give her something to see that would be real for the heart from a deeper side to let her trickling thru moment seconds and flashes of light a specialness be know far and wide to give her a speechless moment that she could shine. Her life seemed wondrous and so sublime she didn’t know anyone could see her heart and soal seemingly through space and time. I found moments where her reflection bounced off me and i didn’t feel blind. She was the sheen of the sunset hitting the water that scattered playing an Astra of light with a smile. I wish i could hold her in my arms dance slow on her Birthday and as we where dreaming those mirrors of our lives. I was just a simple moment is time our eyes met and the world seemed to loose reality momentary glimpses of our eyes though moments like matter was gone its was a sweet energy that’s was the time in our lives. I just let go of all my attachments and glided with her in my arms and mind. A little peace of life through a blessing of time we had encountered slow but gazingly wild. I meant to thank her for her peaceful aura it was a dream but it was mine and i let it open to her with true feeling like a fine bottle of wine. So we go learning about eachothers time alive.