Songs and Hypothetical thoughts

Spring is here the air is mild, 

I used to be a happy child. 

Now all I have are vital signs,

and all I see are blurry Lines.

So far away, I hear this song,

I feel In my heart that this is wrong.

But it's the only way I can hold on,

without this song I'd be long gone.

All I ever wanted were some starry nights, 

and maybe bright blue skies. 

But every one's just telling lies

even the laboratory mice.

Without knowing it i've fallen down under,

under the sheets of Lightning and thunder.

And all I can do is wonder,

can I do this any longer?