Fighting Myself

Just_me__Clary

I feel this darkness pulling me deep into its surface

It whispers at night for me to follow

I become scared of where it will take me

But this darkness has magnified its strength

It seems like getting lost in it, makes more sense

I want to scream but who will hear me for alone i already am

The sorrow consumes me

It has me questioning my own strength

I beg for it to leave me

But at night when everything is quite

I hear it creeping step by step

I fear this darkness will win

For i have no more in me to fight it within

  • Author: Clary BeFree (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 12th, 2022 15:15
  • Comment from author about the poem: I have been in a dark place since the passing of my sister and mother last year (2021). Since then, it has become extremely difficult to see myself through this pain. Writing down what my demons demand has help me overcome these intrusive thoughts.
  • Category: Surrealist
  • Views: 23
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Comments1

  • lalalaEulalie

    I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you find comfort soon.

    "There is something beautiful about the way hearts heal. It is slow, yes, and it is messy, too, but time is the most gentle stitching for even the deepest of wounds."

    • Just_me__Clary

      Thank you so much for your beautiful words.



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