Empty

Before I start this, let me reiterate:

I carry no grudge, no bitterness

No regrets, no judgment, no hate.

All I know is that in the future, I’ll be looking back with happiness. 

It took me a while to get to where I am.

Back on writing and loving the things I loved before.

Felt empty for weeks and damn, 

I guess I really loved you too much to the core.

Did you even feel it?

Did you feel the same loss as I did?

Did you really want us to split? 

Is what we had really what you want to get rid?

Because to me, I felt empty.

I spent days and nights thinking about what went wrong.

I know I got faults, and baby, you’ve got yours too.
And I truly want to be with you, coz with you is where I belong.

But you’ve let go, and there’s nothing much left to do.

Now, I’m not into blame games,

Whatever went wrong, just know I have forgiven you.

I carry no hate, and no anger burning in flames.

And I hope what I did, you could forgive me too.

Did you even feel it?

My love for you runs deep in the veins.

In my time with you, I mostly submit.

I’ve bent and twisted myself until I’m all drained.

And now, I just feel empty.

And now the time has come for me to realize my worth.

Baby, my love is golden, it transcends and grows.

Although I’ll treasure our memories that’s filled with mirth,

This chapter in our lives needs to close.

Just remember my love, 

My faith, love, and support for you was never-ending. 

And your well-being will always be something I’ll pray to God above. 

And in the times I was with you, I was loyal and unpretending. 

I’ve given you a piece of my heart with your name.

As a promise that I’ll still love and care for you the same.

Baby, use my love to let your spirit ascend.

And in times of trouble, know that in me you’ll always have a friend.

Do you feel it now? 

The closing chapters, the goodbye poems and letters.

Curtains are coming down, and my trace in your life will be gone. 

In the end, the love we give to each other is all that matters. 

And the love in my heart will never be empty.