The Trauma of Love

Love tries to break me buh I will always be my own strength in the 🌊 wave to overturn the ship trauma of love. Being my own strength just as you, is all we need when we are, even as we be the reason why the the wave violence of life cannot overshadow the strength I have in me just as U.

    The infatuations of love makes us believe love is blind but the reality in my own view of love can see.The imperfections and worst behavior is what makes love loves love. Kos loving what is unseen is love buh loving the perfect description of packaged destruction is lust in infatuational madness.

      Most times we tend to serve the jail term of downtroddeness when broken as we are left to serve the violence that it returns with a negative energy thereby making trauma our nightmare in relations to the sanity that sabotages our righteous stand in perfect perfection.

    What do we do when our brokenness is only the lonely 🥺😭 trap 🪤 we fall back to turning us to a beast and love demon we never imagined,predicted or prepared for? Sometimes why do we give so much for so little kos in the much we give is a blood signature of love? Why do we engage our pure soul in this dark hollow den of mysterious snare called LOVE.

  To love is to love,to lust is to lost and to be lost is the be in the middle of a foolish display of something you don't know or can't even say. To know this is to know 🕊️peace✌️ if you are not ready for the day it can't always be night🌃🌉 .

   Just then I woke up from the enticing fumes of this trust deceit called LOVE which told me I am not what people defined me to be kos the deeper they look the more lustful they become with their negative benefits of sanity that proves a point that is wrongly wright with critical thinking.

    Who shall save the world from this negative religion ☯️ called the lustful love when the trauma in the negative energy of love kills faster than violence that comes with pain when it hurt with the🔥 fire of love killing you with the mind intruding night mare of the beast you never wanna become as it gives us a choice to become SPOT FISHERs or KEEPERS. Making us to be an anchor ⚓ that the world can't do without being the benefit bhoss of what we desire.

      Having all this in the map of my emotions I had to live by the cold of this lonely road called LONE WALKER, A desert where you have to be your own comfort and your peace alone yet being the anchor that mends the broken stitches of the scars that love has left behind but yet solving the puzzle to fix the downtrodden 😭 emotional disorder peace of this ancient mind.

   Having me as my backup and my shield 🛡️ to protect my most treasure 🪙 value 🕊️✌️ became my soul intrusion even as wisdom became my switching codes of my haven leaving life as a deity that I am just like my Aura(I AM THAT I AM). The whispers of wisdom has laid a foundation in the cardinals of my emotions that I should never be indebted to the things I can't afford even as I can't afford to be stressed 😥😫. So I avoided love just like me choose between my🤍love🖤 and my 🕊️✌️ and peace and then I chose my peace over my love kos the benefit of peace is far sweeter than the Trauma that comes with Love.

     But most times love is needful for a peaceful living and not peace for love season, just then I thought 🤔 how to correlate love and peace without misunderstanding their flaws but just then the incense of love told my peace that she is a god in her own 🌎 world even as peace 🕊️ is the pillar of her own king👑dom.

   The broken the brokennes💔, the tougher the trauma, the tougher the trauma, the wilder the beast of depression, the wilder the beast of depression, the wider the pathway of destruction,the wider the pathway of destruction,the greater the choices we make out of lonely 😭 🥺 depression, the greater the choices we make out of lonely 🥺😭 depression the easier the death that cheats our peace as we end in the hollow of a dark, wooden, hollow addictions of 😴 sleep which turned out to be death ☠️💀 and final funeral ⚱️ of the plans and destiny you achieved with 🕊️✌️ but lost with ❤️‍🔥 lustful love.                     

     Finally for me to be love is for me to inhale my own demon and traumas leaving me in the twilight of my own dark days of my beautiful shadows even as I overcome the trauma of love with the lonely 🥺 🛣️ road of peace pathway where choices are not made with the heart neither pathways are chosen based on emotions and now love is not based on what you see 🙈 or the feelings that you can or cannot control 🛂🎛️ but it's based on worst behavior and imperfections so as to escape the violence that is grinded with this demon called LØVE TRAUMA even as emotional decisions are not made and based on depressive 🥺 self loneliness🖤 👿.