I'm An Artist

you want me to laugh, 

maybe smile a little, 

you want my eyes to glitter,

you want me to shower you with affection.

i would have,

i would have been amazing for you,

but not now,

not after the rumours,

"your a slut"

"your worthless"

"i hate you"

"kill yourself slut"

i'm an artist, 

i can create a canvas, 

on nothing,

i can draw with no pen,

i can paint a picture, 

maybe this time,

i wont be able to make it,

my paintings stay on display,

for all to see,

so why not end the show, 

it has been too long. 

- love from, 

a slut