A love to me, that was so true, but now my heart sings the blues.
To you - someone I loved so deeply, it's infuriating that at times we don't see eye to eye.
The way our hearts intertwined, loving one another became effortless - for that was the ultimate prize.
Longing for you as each day no words are spoken to one another, I will always love you, but my mind often wonders.
Was any of this real to you as it was for me? Or did I come up with my own fantasy?
Picturing a life without you is something I never imagined.. the built up emotions I hold in and can't express, somehow damage my daily
process. As I wipe the tears I feel falling down my cheek, my throat closing as it becomes hard to speak. When I hear
your name, my heart skips a beat, my knees get weak and I suddenly want to drop down to my feet.
A love to me, that was so true, but now my heart sings the blues.
The memories randomly flood my mind day and night, remembering how late we use to stay up and laugh until sunlight.
Where did we go wrong? If only I knew, maybe I wouldn't feel so blue.
It feels as if a piece of me is gone with you, and it worries me that it may be gone forever, but for a fact I know our souls are tethered together.
I see you everywhere I go, some vibrations are high, but this I feel now is low.
A love to me, that was so true, but now my heart sings the blues.
Have you ever loved someone so much? And the thought of them leaving made you die inside just a little?
Well that's how I feel knowing the access to you isn't the same.
As we parted ways, I realized all the love I have for you will remain the same. I pray for better days in hopes they will come.
If they do - and you return to me, into your arms I will run! But as I sit and reflect on the the fact that I was losing you, the darkness has already won..
A love to me, that was so true, but now my heart sings the blues.
- Author: Malayzia Evans (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: November 10th, 2022 19:30
- Comment from author about the poem: Losing someone you love, and consider your bestfriend is hard to grasp at times .. especially if you know you do all you can to make them feel like the center of your world, but sometimes things go bump in the night, and they can vanish right before your eyes, without warning.. leaving you to feel every last emotion there is to feel
- Category: Letter
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Comments2
(that's why, only the brave
can Love, wholeheartedly
most people merely invest, a cent at a time
in their landscape of frozen river relationships,
scarred early and thus devoid of the capacity
to entrust in such a flaky, melting fate...)
thanks for sharing, a relatable read
also so very true, you’re welcome and thank you for that comment 🙂 !
Oh wow…..
this was so beautiful and transparent
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