Complicated love

I call out
But no one's there to answer me
I'm so lost and you're to blame

I call out 
But all I hear is my voice echoing
In the void

I just want to be sure that you're the one
The one that I need
The one that I love

I don't want to feel alone tonight
I'll try not to think about your kisses
Because those are killers
Making me miss you more than ever

I want to be fine
But I won't be fine

Thought I might write a love song
But that would take too long
How could I if I don't even know what love means

I'll keep on calling out to the void
Till I get an answer that pleases me

And then I get under the influence
I imagine you reading my drunk texts
I suddenly get so mad of missing you 
Why is it so complicated to be in love?

I can't seem to fall asleep
I couldn't sleep when you were there
And now I can't sleep without you here