Crazy

Could I be going crazy?

My mind just keeps racing,

Empty promises your making

All these years I've spent waiting

While you ran around playing

Now you say that your changing

And I hear what you saying

But your actions betray you

Could you be creeping

I know that your cheating

My heart won't stop bleeding

Its abyss that I'm needing

For silence I'm pleading

An end that I'm reaching

Give me answers I'm screaming

My fists just keep beating

All the emails I've been reading

Secrets I knew you were keeping

Words are misleading

Never agreeing

No end that I'm seeing

So why keep on breathing

Let it end let it die

No more questions why

No more tears left to cry

Just leave say goodbye

I can't take one more night

I don’t want this life

Why can't you just love me right

You never even tried

So, I sit by your side

With every ring I just die

Trying to hold onto pride

It's cool bitch just ride

Then I snap lose my mind

Then I trip go outside

Get the fuck out and just die

I don’t need you

You don’t love me

Get your shit and goodbye

All the while deep inside

If you take my advice

I would crumble and die

Cuz your supposed to be mine

I guess I have lost my mind

 

07-13-21