Fear of forever

In this life spinning round,                   I feel so lost never to be found.     I've lost so much, what do I have left?                                                 Dead faces in picture frames sitting on a shelf.                                        The Smile on my face is all you see, but these bruises and scars are covering me.                                   Like the sun so warm and bright, but then it's taken over by darkness of night.                                     Everything inside screaming for help. It's been way too long to be stuck in this hell.                     Demons inside are fighting me, taken over by them I'm too blind to see.                                                          Every inch of my soul reaching out for you. Fear in my heart when you say "I love you.".                                     Voices screaming in my head, "why am I here?" Then one day it all became clear.                                         You wrapped your arms around me and I felt safe. Everything bad inside of me just faded away.                         The love I have for you cannot be measured. I look into your eyes and I see my forever.