Incomplete promise

Good days will come,they said, 
Good days did come, they didn't stay,
Why is it that curtains on this drama never fall? only the scenes alter leading to the same fate!!! 
This rain used to remind me of you,
Now I am struggling to find a memory, 
It's like my heart no longer belongs 
To the places we played our melody,
Is it because of this loneliness that I'm cursed to always seek love in others, since I cannot find it within myself? 
Is it why, I  always end up meeting people who are as lonely as me and are quintessentially, devoid of any love whatsoever and my pain only increases further from there??? 
Sometimes I wish this whole life, was a book, if stuff got lively and happy, I could have turned pages to go through it repeatedly, 
Time would be frozen and just maybe, 
Maybe I wouldn't have to worry, about things not working out, the way I wanted them to be.