Forgetting to Forgive

I am beginning to feel your energy fade.

It has been a long time since you have been away.

It seems as though I may never see you again.

Fortunately, we are not friends.

For you do not know a single truth

And you have never been one to be honest.

Perhaps now that I can't remember your energy I can detach.

Because you never had any intentions on coming back.

Your nostalgia does exist in the slightest degree

But it is something I have to search in my mind for.

Maybe the more I stop searching, the more I can forget.

I am awaiting the day you no longer exist in my head, in my world.

I only forgive by forgetting existence.

Just waiting to forget, so I can forgive.