Self Hate

Mr. Not

I hate the growing pit in my stomach
I hate the weight on my shoulders
I hate the ache in my heart

I hate the dullness I portray
I hate the anger I show
I hate the stupid words I say

  • Author: Mr. Not (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 26th, 2022 16:57
  • Comment from author about the poem: sorry just need to rant. sometimes i wish i had the money for a diagnosis, so i could get treatment.
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 21
  • User favorite of this poem: arqios.
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Comments4

  • orchidee

    If I was being flippant, I would say 'Oh, just a bad hair day!' Oops!
    You're as good as anyone else 🙂

    • Mr. Not

      Appreciated orchidee, some days those are words I need to hear.

    • arqios

      Rant away! I've many a rant most of which are buried somewhere and unsaved. But just this week I had this growing pit to deal with. So for myself an excellent timing for expression.

      • Mr. Not

        I always feel so bad about ranting, always feel like I'm looking for attention. which I suppose I do, hence my post. my mental state is quite impulsive, and at times I don't think before I post lol.

        • arqios

          And that is quite a privilege to have as a person, to be able to rave and rant as the need arises, or even the whim. That is probably why people fight for such freedom over the centuries, against censorship, freedom of expression and battling cancel culture and such.

        • mvvenkataraman

          All the hated things are solvable,
          We can easily end them one day,
          This list contains only trifles,
          Please start to tackle them dear!

          • Mr. Not

            I really do hope things get better, and don't worry, I'm trying my best!

          • BoxMyHeart

            It's cathartic right?
            Keep going 🙂

            • Mr. Not

              To a degree, yes. I will!



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