Ash :)

I Walk to the bathroom and close myself in

Slowly tie the belt in my hand into a knot

Feeling only numbness and worry, I loop it around my exposed neck

Thoughts swarm my head while my lungs beg for air

The guilt I felt before for even thinking about it doesn't exist now

I slowly see black and unloop my poor neck

I gasp in air, I cant do this, I need to stop

I try again.

I felt it, I felt close but still unloop my neck...again

Standing in the silent room, I feel faint and dizzy

All the guilt before now doubles and swallows me in

I walk out feeling numb 

I walk out, alive.

  • Author: Ash :) (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 27th, 2022 23:49
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 14
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