The Lost Love

I have no words but just pain
Sometimes it is just you on my mind
Your silence hurts me more than death 
I tried pleasing you for love 
But you never cared 
I cried like a baby for your warmth 
But where were you 
Your silence is deeper than my inner pain
Moving on with your thoughts is like 
running on the grave with thorns 
I wish your love lasted infinity 
But sorry, it didn't even fill a page 
What a worst ending
I am trying to convince my heart about the lost love
how would it know what a mess you made
This love is all pain