MY THOUGHTS,MY BETRAYER

I thought
I thought he was the one
To brighten my face and to bring back my bright smile
I thought he was the destined one,my prince charming
I thought he was the one to identify with my heart
To give me words of consolidation and not tons of advice 

I thought  he was the one to repair the wrecked ship
To ammend the damaged walls of my heart 
 I thought he was the flag bearer of my heart
I was totally clueless about him,my assumptions were wrong 
Just like others he was a life wrecker
A monster and a deceiver

His intentions were of no good
But his aura couldn't allow me to give it a second thought 
When down he was on his knee
'Will you be my flower'?and  'Yes' was  my reply
With no single information about this stranger,just love thoughts 
It was to be a change from single to lovey doveys.

Foolishly in love i was
Ignoring red flags even though they were visible
Obsession and  desire for love took better part of me
And i became his rose in a dry land 
Although love was a thing of the past and pain was all that prevailed
His looks were too charming to frame him as a monster

And soon the month to cry out  was here
Back to my broken life in a worse condition
Self hatred and regrets accompanied with bitterness 
He had broken my heart again,my fears had been confirmed
From happy to appalling moments,it was lust and not love
My heart a playing ball,his mission was accomplished 
He was not real,my thoughts had betrayed me.