Walking black corpses in Europe

“Walking black corpses in Europe”
I am a walking black corpse in Europe.
“I am walking and walking with my wife and son.
I am walking carrion in front of white people.
In front of the browns, I'm walking a carcass.
I am a walking corpse in front of whites and browns.
Humans are staring at me.
Yes, I saw them.
They are humans.
But
They are staring at me as if we were aliens.
Yes, we are aliens to the European race.
They are staring at me without turning their faces
I am confused about their eyes.
I have been conformed
They are normal.
But
They are still staring at me.
My wife
My son
We still conformed.
They are humans.
But
Still, they are not turning their eyes.
My four-year-old child,
Asking me
Why are they staring at us?
We are silent.
We don’t have an answer.
We have an answer.
But
How can we say?
We are black people.
That may hurt him.
That may humiliate him.
That may stress him.
That may traumatize him.
Just like our stress and trauma
that we have been going through for a long time
That may kill him.
My wife and me
replied to my son
We are black people.
That’s why
They are staring at us differently.
He knows
Why he was not touched by white and brown
We told him
We don’t stare at anyone like they are staring at us.
Because we are humans.
We should not dehumanize anyone.
As he understood
Okay, mom and dad.
We reached home
With a lot of dehumanization
With a lot of humiliation
With a lot of rampant racism from whites.
They forgot
Blacks are humans.
But things
Things in the museum
I understood
Why did Cornel West say that?
Blacks will never grow in the eyes of whites.
I understood
Why Aimé Césaire said
Every white man is a Hitler.
Every white woman is a Hitler.
Every white queer person is a Hitler.
When they see a black
Just like my untouchable in India
Just like my untouchable in Nepal
Just like my untouchable in Japan
Just like my untouchable in Sri Lanka
Just like my untouchable in Pakistan
Just like my untouchable in Bangladesh
We are dehumanized in Europe.”