Stalkers delusion

Another moments rent

free space inside my head

Unfortunate mistake

you creepin in again

 

Role for me you've crafted 

game of pain nurtured

Exist in fear for now

terrified and tortured 

 

Something that i asked for 

somehow i slighted you

Convoluted conversation 

becoming nothing new

 

No care of consequences

 they'll do it everytime 

Left me paying for delusions

unresolved inside your mind

 

Not strong enough to face it

 you hand it all to me

Offend your sensibility 

I'll tell ya how its weak 

 

That you would hurt another

 afraid to face the mirror 

You carry heavy baggage 

can't make it any clearer

 

Got baggage of my own 

 courage that i face

Impose it on another 

wont occur to me

 

Really it's so fucked up 

the way you do these things 

You have no empathy 

just hatred in your heart

 

To bad for you... you thought 

these silly games would work

Did you ever read or hear 

that passage in the Bible

 

You prolly wouldn't read 

maybe I'll enlighten you

What happens in the dark 

always come out in the light

 

Slightly paraphrased

 I think you get the gist

 Get a lawyer to help ya

 with the consequence

 

Almost like a bully child

 who finally met thier match

A bigger one than you 

to stop you in your tracks

 

You had your fun with me

 must've been big laughs

 While I faced the agony 

you justified your wrath

 

It really hurt me bad 

not even gonna lie

Toll it's taken on my mind

its written in the sky

 

Connection that you needed 

I could not understand 

That's all that you can do

Ego fed creating pain

 

Now that it's a new day

 in my own recovery 

Grief I left behind 

pain I gave away

 

Not feelin much about you

like I would give you pity

You causing all the hardship

 imposed upon yourself 

 

Sad to think that maybe still 

you find a way to blame me

When it's obvious to others

 just how sick you are

 

Is your head just needing help

 to be legally imposed

It's seems that way today

not my problem anyway

 

Tell me will you ever see 

the wrong you did to me 

Or is just another

 tragic diagnosis need

 

Still wish I didn't care

 somehow still i do 

Not for you hear that clear

 it's for others that you hurt

 

Will this be the straw 

that finally ends your game 

Never learn and get revenge

always in your plan

 

A nightmare for this time

Not gonna make it mine

Im moving way beyond 

the damage that you've done

 

Trudging forth with joy

 find a way to smile 

Life will just get better 

 aint takin that from me

 

 A place inside my heart

where fear no longer lives

Thank God for all the strength

to leave it all behind 

 

See the sky and breath

thoughts of gratitude and peace 

Just crazy what it took

 to become a better me