For us and only us

For my lover who has died years ago

For us that with only a heartbeat felt a long time ago

You left with my whole heavenly desire to love.

For my dreams once felt so real

As a real love that was never truly experienced by us, just by you

With somebody else while I was into you

Only you.

Maybe now you realize that for me it was only you

I hope you do,

My lovely boy who was meant for anybody else but my love kept for you.

I can get over my darkest days

Only if you will come back for one more day

For this scary loneliness,

I am begging you for your forgivness.

For my pettiness that helped me only to become an amateur actress

With only one desire left,

That one day you will feel the pain of my darkest days.