April 10th

the 10th of april

the day all my walls collapsed

i remember it all too well, you won’t believe me when i say i remember every detail. the sun. the excitement. then darkness and sadness

every tear i shed

every second that seemed endless

my every heartbeat that slowed down instantly

every moment i had to be strong even though you still had me, when you left me alone with all the dark until this very moment

when you left you took almost everything from me,

and i know hearts are meant to be broken

but i wish to believe i made you up inside my head so i don’t have to bring my heart back to life every time i see you, over and over again

i know hearts are meant to be broken

but what you were will not happen again