Angel of mercy please intercede

Weakest most lame specimen

among human breed

control of my life I willingly concede

wordless son of a gun fires off

following capricious poetic deed

done dirt cheap while

traveling highway to hell

the speed limit I did not exceed,

nevertheless pressing pedal to metal

found me flirting with mortality

though being crash test dummy

if fatal would at long last

bring deliverance linkedin

to mental health woes

spirit of mine courtesy

self imprisonment freed

uncoupling yours truly,

one suburban human among

Homo sapiens species greed,

who avoided risks incurred

against life and limb didst heed

overly precautious immersing

self in the electric kool aid

basic acid litmus test, which
absent forging, limning, reckoning...

critical (race theory) consciousness
within crucible of existence
sabotaged maturation of body,

mind, and spirit indeed

and subsequently did impede

healthy development, hence

euthanasia next best option.

Though predominantly skeptical
concerning divine intervention...
crushing desperation grinds heavily
kickstarting, mortgaging, pummeling

ripsnorting, unraveling, ar...wresting...

sense and sensibility...annihilating

joie de vivre exceeding Herculean powers
to defy overbearing blitzkrieg,
luftwaffe pounding psyche

wickedly, unbearably suffocating,
helplessly choking

impossibility to gasp

even one breath

lifesource within sucked
dry as a bone,

hence desperation beseeching

salvation to triumph

over mailer daemon adversity

wildly analogous to aerialist

readily clasped linkedin
clenching tight teammate's hands
thwarting being pitched

feather head over tar heels,

whereby yours truly

grasps empty air

spiralling untethered from gravity
lost in space

scanning distant heavens
to espy prayerful rescue
courtesy winged warrior

benevolent endearing joyous
miraculous celestial being

rendering genuine ambition
to mend figurative fences,

with kith and kin,

where orneriness (mine) cleft

delicate whirled wide webbing,

thus me metaphorically dangling

bandied to and fro
hither and yon

free falling unmoored

grudgingly surrendering

mine mortality nsync
with manifest destiny

regarding death be not proud
of all corporeal entities

temporarily suspending atheism
in limbo where faith no more

steady Rock of Gibraltar
(though steeply entrenched)

peering skyward gleaning any hint

to perceive inimitable
otherworldly gifted helpmate

to usher deliverance, viz exaltations

experiencing unbridled affinity

toward kith and kin.